VIDEO AND ABOUT - STRONGER INSIDE

I worked on this painting about three to four hours. I'm satisfied but not completely.

But stil, painting like this is big step forward for me.

For most of my works, including this one too I only have slight idea what I'm going to paint. It is just that tiny little spark sitting in the back of the head leading my painting process till the end, all other stuff just go with the flow.

I know this piece is not perfect, not even close by any means. So when I post it, I don't expect people to be mesmerised or me showing how good I'm, no, not at all. I do it for more than one reason.

First one is for my self, to look how much I grow from the last piece. All the comments and feedbacks, critiques are tools for improving. Whenever someone takes time to actually look at my painting and give me C&C , I feel more than happy. If I don't use that particular critique for piece It was given, advice will be taken in my mind for sure and I'll use it for my other works.

I think art community goes in wrong direction. With every year people are giving less and less feedback on other ppl works. And even one who gets tham doesn't share gratitude. I know art is more than that, it's free and shouldn't have obligations but most artist want to be acknowledged and first of all to grow.

Second reason is for people who wants to learn. Like I learned from other people when I were just starting. And I am more than happy to give advice or feedback when someone needs it. i know how hard is to start, how many hours I spent thinking should I do this just as hobby or give my self as a whole. When I looked at my very bad art I knew I need to get better, some day I will- I was telling my self. You should never give up on something so important in your life.

Right now I am at this point, kinda in the middle. I need to learn to grow more from now on. Do more photostudies even I am not big fan of it. Do more drawing practie, put some fudaments in my habbits.

Strain my eyes just a bit more, put more of my time, more of my mind, imagination cuz it is all worth it.

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